Been awhile

since I've been on here. I know. Been awhile since I've had the energy to try to get on here and then the blank page has just proven too daunting. I know you're probably thinking c'mon...really? But...

I've been dragging some serious ass lately my friends. Seriously dragging.

Dealing with a lot of pain which in turns leads to exhaustion and nausea. Dealing with the way things get in the house and surrounding area while I'm exhausted and can't do anything is overwhelming to the point my focus on anything else is near impossible. But I've been trying.

I went to the beach to see my Dad & step mom's new place. It's nice. It was beautiful and unseasonably warm the day we went. I walked on the beach...and ended up walking 2 miles. It was awesome but I knew better. Still down from that and the work before combined. I wouldn't trade it though, I had a great day with my family and the fact that I didn't get out of bed the next day was worth it. But oh good LORD OW!

That was Sunday. I'm still trying to get back "up" but I'm slow starting this week. I'm still here. Still trying to chug along steadily but it's taking awhile.